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| sykadelik |
| quote: | Originally posted by dj_mdma
well i basically need to go and sort my life out now, so i won't be on here for some time. I'm ing depressed again about so many things which i should have sorted a long tme ago, things just come and bite you on the arse don't thay . my own inablity to do things and grab oopportuunbties has really taken its toll onme and iing hate myself for it. couple this wiath certain thingsa happening within the past few weeks and i am just about ready to give up. i hate myslef for being unable to help, and help mmyselgf, i don'tn think is hould have beene dirnking either |
Just think of being at the casino in berlin again and all will be good :D |
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| [N]ûk|êû[Z] |
lam mate, i know exactly the feeling.... you may or may not know... that ive been battling with depression and drinking, and drug comsumption... you may also notice that i have not been on the forums or in the chat room for months... im not gonna fill your head with ... you gotta work it all out your own way... but im not doing bad for myself now... i got an ok job doing what i love again.... i dont get down about things that shouldnt be getting me down anymore... im starting to feel like i got life by the balls again.
i had a drink problem which is slowly fading away... i got told by a psychiatrist that i need counselling... biut i never had it... its taken months to get on the right track... and i must say... whatever it takes to get back on the straight and narrow... do it, itll always be worth it.
i dont talk to my friends in the chat room much anymore... which really sucks.. and maybe one day ill be back in the chatroom and on here all the time again... but just think about yourself first :)
if you wanna chat about anything mate, i do have a serious side and i might be able to help... throw me a PM and maybe we can have a chat if you like. best of luck buddy, cos this journey is far more worse then a walk to school when its wazzing it down with rain :) |
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| dj_mdma |
well Coup hit it on the head really.
I was in a pub a little bit tipsy, when a figment of my past turns up. Things got pretty bad, and i got even more pissed. Drove home, when i got home, i realised what i had done (driven home drunk) and got even more upset. then i started thinking about all the other bad things that i had done/had happened to me/could happen to me, and i sort of sunk into a pit of depression.
Went to work today, felt a lot better in the morning, the past is behind me, i think i've finally dealt with it. had a good day at work with my friends, had some more chat with when i got home. I think i'll be ok, i've got the TSN NYE do to look forward to in a few days, also got the Harrods sale tomorrow to go to as well :)
thanks for the support on my brief drunk episode, but i don't think i should really bring my problems on here to worry you guys.
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| Ste |
i know what will sort you out.
a good NYE party at pause. |
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| ojste |
Lam!! get urself together geez, we will have mingle over msn...
- YF |
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