this could be another reason you think it is awesome.
|Originally posted by zeKsg |
Okay so this was my rock bottom basically, I went out to see Sasha @ Stereo Montreal, and I have been getting so much BAD mdma lately, bought a couple of bad ounces, with dealers dipping.. and now everyone seems to be out of rocks, so I am buying caps, well past couple of month I have been getting mdma that doesn't look like beige powder with mini crystals in it... I have been taking mdma for 3 years and have a pretty good tolerance to it, but the last good rock I got was new years 50g was the best MD i ever had, .2 would demolish anybody put in a capsule.
Regardless this trip to see Sasha @ Stereo went horribly wrong, first I got my mdma prior to the night which turned out to be capsules with powder looking a little more white then normal mdma color, but the guy usually came through with very good stuff so I trusted him when he said it was just well crushed, stupid of me..
Got to the club popped 2 an hour later nothing, was bunk mdma.
So I am looking for drugs from friends of friends and this guy had no mdma but had Es. I never take Es cause I hate taking unknown chemicals but I wanted to get high so i took the risk, the guy said the Es were really strong I didn't care considering I had high tolerance i popped 2 right away, soon later about an hour I got high but it wasnt pure md I could tell it was a bit speedy as well as I was tripping out a bit.. So I continued my search for MD, soon a buddy of a buddy of a buddy's friend had md(or so he said). He gave me these 2 caps that in the dark looked grey/bluish Never saw that I thought it was just dark md rocks(brown)
Damn was I wrong...
In my life have taken tons of MD, a lot of speed and 2 years of Ketamine, a bit of g...
I have kholed many times and what I got was NOWHERE NEAR of the CRAZY experience I was about to have..
About 30 minutes after taking one of the caps I started to trip out, people started to look wierd, my heart started to race... I started to have trouble breathing....
Shit started to really look wierd but it was dark inside, I thought maybe its a bit hallucinogenic BUT DAMN WAS I WRONG, i started freaking out more and I asked my sister who was with me LUCKILY at the time to take me to the hotel.
The moment I walked out of Stereo THINGS WENT CRAZY!!! Bright light 8 am Everything was moving lights GREEN YELLOW PURPLE, peoples faces were MOVING! I heard NOISES BELLS WHISTLES!! Everything seemed like DOWNTOWN BANGKOK.. Like Somebody won the lottery and I just couldn't take it in, it WAS NOTHING LIKE K, not a hole. THe most intesnse hallucinations I HAVE EVER SEEN!!! If you saw what I saw you would have went to church and became a nun.
I started to panik lose my breath, my heartbeat was irregular, I couldn't finish my sentences, I just mummered Hotel, cab plz I CANT BREATH..
Everything was going so fast, thoughts kept coming into my head faster then i could process them, I felt like my brain was BROKEN and It wont go away. When I got to the hotel room my sister helped me get to the bed and my vision was just going WILD everything was moving colors were crazy I thought I was going to be like this forever, I basically lost my mind. I started to trip so hard like I was possesed my sister had to hold me down HARD I was fighting back I wanted it to stop. I literaly needed a restraining jacket, I was calling for the ambulance because I was afraid I was going to die from a heart attack, but my sister just kept telling me to calm down and a friend told her it would be a bad idea to call an ambulance and that I would freak out more.
Good thing we didn't 2-3 hours of vividly tripping in my bed gasping for air snapping in and out of reality, i was already lost in my thoughts, the hallucinations started to fade and I started to think the end is coming but it was not it. I kept asking my sis how long till it ends and she made up a time 2 hours at first and then i kept asking her constantly for the period of 2 hours and she got to the seconds where i thought that time slowed down, at this point i totally lost my memory, I remember puking all over my clothes in the bathroom and sitting in the tub in my underwear.. for 2 hours i was all wet the hallucinations slowly started to go away and by about 2-3 pm I finally got out of the bathroom and tried to lie down but i couldnt sleep I kept tripping and snapping back and acting Like i was fucking possessed.
by 5-6 pm the hallucinations stopped, I finally seemed to come back to reality and I had vivid memory from about 11-3 pm with parts were gone, I dont remember half the shit that my sister told i was doing.
That fucking felt like a wake up call and a half.
I think it was acid cause the hallucinations were 1000 times worse then mushrooms or ketamine, it was insane, too much I felt like I was going to have a panick attack for 3 hours. and I felt really bad and alone.
Anybody know what it could have been? I think acid for sure I checked the other pill It was liquid inside the capsule liquid with some thing dissolved in it like gel inside.
|Originally posted by EddieZilker |
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