this waiting game kind of sucks.
I'm sitting here waiting for the phone to ring...until it does she is going to have this big sense of hope no matter what the odds that i give her are. I'm not saying I don't have hope, but i wish she would brace herself a bit more for the bad news to make it a little easier on her.
either way, everyone handles shit differently...and i am just venting because i'm a bit nervous.
i love you all guys, if i couldn't troll you right now it would be harder.