|Originally posted by Lira |
They're roughly the same age, Fledz
Isn't there any other girl you fancy? It sounds like you probably idealise her because (1) either you've never been as close to other girl as you've been to her (2) or you don't know many more girls so you haven't given yourself the opportunity to fancy anyone else.
Either way, the solution is the same: go out there and meet other girls!
Yea, I do, and I have, in the past, not recently, but I have ended up sabotaging myself for some reason, only to go crying back to her (that was her MO too, execept she wouldn't sabotage herself)...
There are other girls at the moment though, but I am freaking out thinking I'm sabotaging myself again... and its not even a closeness thing... Actually the idea of sex with her was always incredibly off-putting (and still is). Its a fucked up web of I don't know what with her and my brain.
Fledz, she is just over a year younger than I am.