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dear core,
i know i said i quit but bare with me for one last post.
urs truly,
Vivid
Dear world,
How should i start this off. how about just wrapping my way of thought into one nutshell: I'd rather live enormous then live dormaint. I want to also say sorry to anybody i may fuck over to get to where i belong. It wont be on purpose only my fight to get to the top where i belong. yes i said it, i belong to be at the top, i dont mean to be onboxious and dont mean to be cocky, but ive seen the bottom and im better, ive lived in the majority and im better, and ive seen the top and its not that high. when i get to where im going you will know and if i dont then this maybe the last time u hear my name. I hope everyone lives out there dreams, and i hope to god i do myself. I feel the purpose of our lives is to reach these goals we made in our hearts. we've been given them for a reason. Not for a false hope, not to make us feel good when we go to sleep. but something we can master. no matter how ridiculas ur goal may seem, we've all been given the tools to use to acquire them. Myfather once told me something when i was younger (sometimes i wish hed tell me more for a man who has done soo much)"Never be intimidtaed by anything u see, dont take it as it is and thats the best it can be, its just man, and its not perfect theres always room for improvement." those words i carry close to me, they pick me up when im hitting the ground. and id just like to leave a few words from myself, basically ur focus is the strongest part of u. if u put all ur focus onto one thing, without any side distractions and just concentrate on that one thing, there is no limit of what u can do. i got to do my searching and find that focus.
ill see ya when i got that birds eye view im dying to posses,
Eric Bau
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