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| quote: | Originally posted by MeLLyMeL
umm. but atleast when i am fuked i keep to myself and hotel rooms. you are a bitter old man. honestly the festival had cops allll over. ppl were popping shit left and right. drugs deals going on in the middle of the dance floors and i saw cops looking the other way. It's detroit dude. I can't even believe you would get bothered by crackheads far and wide trying to bite their ears.
leave them in peace and it should in no way affect your trip to the point where u wanna punch them.
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im not a bitter old man i just have fun differently. I have different views and different things on the horizon nowadays. I have had events in my life reshape the way I view drugs.
I dont need to do mass hard drugs to have a good time. Sticking shit up my nose or droppin pills or smoking shit out of a glass tube isnt my idea of fun. Being stuck inside a dark hotel room not wanting to be around other people, philosophizing about bullshit, jonzin for another hit once the last one runs out isnt my idea of fun, doing downers to self induce a nap isnt cool to me. Laying awake starring at a cieling telling yourself over and over I need sleep go to bed isnt cool to me either, neither is that little voice talking back to me calling me an idiot for doing all these drugs. Being too fucked to move doesnt have its same appeal. Running to a secluded corner to do another bump isnt what its cracked up to be. Sweating, grinding my teeth and trying to bite my ear off looking like a retard isnt "the shit".
my point being is at some point in MY life that shit had to stop. I used to be in my early 20's lookin at ppl in their late 20's running around begging for another e or another hit and laugh at them. Im not gonna be that dude. So old man naww, i would consider myself a man manning up in life.
and im not dissing what others do or what you guys did. Fuck have fun be merry, to me its no biggie. I let people do as they please. I control my own actions and wether your fucked up or not on something I can still kick it with you depending how fucked you are. But some people go overboard with it. Like Rod knows how to handle his shit. so when he was like dude i think im gonna drop a pill i didnt care. When he wanted to do shrooms i said be merry have fun. I know rod on e is identical to rod sober, he can handle his shit and can keep his composure. others can't. Jennie kept her composure, I didnt even know she was high till she said id go for breakfast with you but i dont feel like being in public right this sec.
Last edited by Vivid Boy on May-27-2009 at 00:59
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